There were 11 women in my division for this race which is a great showing. Our group got off to a rough start 2 women ended up skidding on the loose dirt with one of them bring me down. She was very apologetic, and I told her no worries--stuff happens The climb was not so bad, and I was able to see most of the group (a first in a long time) up until we entered the singletrack. At that point they became lost in the trees and turns.
The climb seemed long, even though it wasn't, and I persisted at the best pace I could go. At one point there was a long train of racers behind me. This really concerned me, I was worried I was holding people up, but no one asked to pass, so I kept going. Eventually a couple of people passed and I kept pluggin' along. Boy was I happy when we made the down hill.
I "killed" the down hill! Everyone that passed me going up, I passed back and I ended up passing some that had started in front of me. Everyone was great about letting me pass and because of their cooperation I ended up coming in for my 2nd lap with two others from my division--a first!
The second lap was short since we did the 12 year old lap. The gals that came in with me on the first lap ended up putting only a short distance between us on the climb. I felt confidant I could pass them on the down hill. Just prior to entering the single track one of the gals got a flat. Up next was to catch the second gal. I ripped down the hill and was closing the gap when I ended up falling/bobbling on the last switchback. I got back on my bike and took off, but it was just enough to prevent me from catching her.
I took 7th place and was only 7 minutes behind 2nd place and seperated by just minutes with the other places! I finally am seeing progress as I work my way towards recovery.
Surprisingly I took 3rd overall for the season. I am happy about the overall win, but somewhat ambivalent. I don't know that I really deserve it. I didn't show up to all of the races, for obvious races (the surgery and such). I only placed in the top 3 and 4 one or 2 times, the rest of the time I was mid-pack or at the very bottom. I was never the fastest person out there or for that matter even remotely close. So there are mixed feelings about the whole thing. But I won it and now can aim for something higher.
Picture taken by Lyna Saffell
The season was good and very hard, I am somewhat relieved it is over. I don't know that anyone should use racing as part of their recovery, but I did--no regrets. I learned a lot about myself. There were many times I wondered why I was doing this, but it seems each race there was someone or something to remind me. I am glad the season is over now and I can just ride and really begin my way towards recovery--I think it is long over do.










