Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Stan Cran - Icup #6
I was nervous the morning of the race, which was kind of funny, because going to these races I have no expectations of placing. I think perhaps my nerves have to do with my expectations. I want to stay close to the group, I want to climb faster, I want to make it around. Perhaps this is what caused my nervousness.
The start line for the race was crowded, and I counted 15 women in our division, however there were only 14 that finished, so I must have counted someone twice. I knew most of the gals in the race, but there were a couple of new faces. With new faces there is always wonderment of their abilities.
One of the things I like about start line is visiting with the gals and catching up—funny how we use this time for socializing, it’s a good way to calm the nerves. One of the gals I was standing next to told me about how last year she was overweight and smoked, this year she is riding and doesn’t smoke—how cool is that.
The start of the race started pretty good. My plan was to stay back in about the middle of the pack. I didn’t want to be up front pushing, but I didn’t want to be in the very back and have to do a lot of catching up. I got in a good spot and felt good about how we were starting off—a long train line. But the first “oh no” came in less than a ½ a mile into the race course.
The very first of the race you go up the parking lot, onto single track with a quick up. If you have good speed this quick up is a piece of cake. Unfortunately someone did not get the memo and the girl on rider ahead of me, decided to brake just before the hill! I couldn’t believe it. Colleen (UMB), in front of me, had to brake, I had to brake, and you could hear brakes all the way back on the line—did I mention Clydesdale started 30 seconds behind us, so they may have been braking too.
It concerned me she broke on such an easy spot. As I watched her through the single track towards the pond, I decided it would be best if I went around her. When the single track opened up I looked for a way to get around Colleen, but the loose gravel, downed riders and other conditions made it not possible, so I ended up staying in the exact same place. The nice part was our entire division was a train and riding smoothly, and I was in feeling good about my place in the pack.
I guess the good feelings were not meant to last. Right after the tunnel on the quick left hand up, the same girl who broke got off her bike to walk (if I remember correctly, or slipped). Either way Colleen went to go around her on the right, and slipped off her bike. I went on the inside of both of them, but Colleen was not done slipping and ended up falling on my bike….ouch for her. Very frustrating for her and for me, as well as everyone behind us, because basically it caused a large domino affect. I quickly grabbed my bike and went up the hill to get back on, but it was done. Our train was no longer, and a gap had been made.
I hoped I could catch up, but today’s ride was not in the stars. Right now closing a gap is not something that I can do—at least not this race. However, I was very impressed with Gayle (Mad Dog) she was behind me when all of this occurred (I am not sure how far back), when we hit the service road, she sailed by working on closing the gap. She ended up in 7th place—how cool is that, imagine if all the other stuff hadn’t happened. I was so impressed with how she came back, what an awesome rider.
Hitting the service road and the single track I soon discovered my heart was not into the ride for the day. I wear a heart monitor when I ride and race, to see improvement, and to see what is going on when I feel certain symptoms. Well, I started to notice some symptoms as I was climbing on the single track to the second service road; I looked down and say my hr was at 177. This is not bad thing if it is short lived, but if it is long it is not so good. I decided I would just keep going and hopefully the hr would go down and I would be okay.
I hit the service road down and the hr dropped down. Here I had a lot of fun riding down, minus the incident with a beginner UMB rider-someone may want to tell him when he passes he needs to let people know. He almost took me out twice, he obviously did not realize how close he came by his comments, but had I not moved he would have hit me….ugh.
Eventually I hit the up on the service road and felt good. I rode faster than I had on Fridays pre-ride, and felt the pace was perfect for me. The hr was still way too high, but I felt good, so I kept up the pace—I am sure this was a mistake, but I guess you go until you can’t go anymore.
I felt good most of the lap, and then I hit the silica pit. I looked, and then I rode. I felt good enough to go up, and this lap it was better than walking. Once I got to the steep hill portion though I got off and walked—good thing too, because it was loose and torn up. At the top the rider behind me gave me a good push to ride off—thanks much it was appreciated.
I loved going down. It was fun and smooth. I had a kid in front of me, and I am guessing he was 12 or 13, but not too sure. Anyway, as we hit the final down I encouraged him to pedal fast so we could use our momentum to get up the hill. He did and we went down flying fast. I stayed a little bit back, which turned out to be a good thing. I hit the final turn just before the tunnel, and the kid that had been in front of me was on the ground crying saying he couldn’t breathe.
I locked my brakes, and assessed the situation. He was hurt, I was not in contention for anything, and he was hurt. I took a deep breath; I know how lame that is, but some decisions can be tough, and stayed to help. He said he couldn’t breathe, and I let him know he could because he was talking. His mouth was bleeding, his arm was bleeding, and he was definitely shook up. I yelled several times at the people by the tunnel to get a medic and eventually got a response. I moved the kid’s bike off the trail, and then someone else jumped in to help.
At this point I looked around and saw the people who had stepped in to assist were in the beginner rider category. I asked them if they would mind staying with him since I still had another lap to go and they said they would. I left, but some of the race had been taken out of me. I had been there for what felt like 3 to 4 minutes, but looking at my time later learned it was more like 2 minutes and 30 second. On my climb out of the tunnel I saw the kid on oxygen, glad the medics finally got to him.
I rode knowing now there was no way I would catch anyone. I don’t know if this was a defeatist or realistic attitude, but it was what it was. So I rode determined to try and finish hard. Once again, this was not in the stars. On the single track climb towards the service road down my hr continued to escalate, but this time my body started to feel the symptoms and I was becoming very fatigued. From here on out every hill climb was a struggle and my hr continued to jump way too high.
Riding up the service road I began to reflect on my decision of stopping to help the hurt kid. Was it a good decision, should I have helped him, or should I have moved his bike and just gone on. I decided it was good. If my child was hurt I would want to know someone thought it was more important to stop, than to race. I also worried maybe I should not have left until the medics came. Granted I made sure someone was with him, but maybe I should have stayed. As I was thinking about this and the race, the guy who helped create the race course rode up by me. We had a good conversation and I was reminded of how lucky I am to be doing what I am doing.
You see this guy knew about ASD’s. He was familiar with the device that was put in my heart, he knew all about my cardiologist, and he also knew about the healing process. In fact he knew with my particular device it would take longer to heal, but it was the better device. I needed this talk. As much as I know I am coming back and it is 6 months to 1 year of recovery, many times I see this as an excuse not a reason.
I often feel like I should be so much further than I am. I feel like I should be losing weight more quickly. I feel like I should be able to climb and pound up the hill like I used to, and I feel like 18 miles should be no big deal. And most of all I feel like the heart thing should not have changed anything, but it has, and sometimes I need to be reminded that it is real and not an excuse. I tell myself this often so as not to become discouraged with all of my “I could do that only a couple of months ago, why not now” attitude. So it was nice to talk with someone who had knowledge of an ASD and then let me know he was surprised they let me ride a bike so soon. Ah yes, I am reminded, I get to ride my bike how cool is that.
We rode a little further and then parted ways. For the race he was my gift and my reminder which helped me continue on my way. The rest of the race was a struggle, but I did it, and boy was I grateful when the downhill came, and even more so for the end of the race.
The end of this race was quite the struggle for me, I was tired and fatigued, but determined to finish. I think I could have gone 14 miles, but almost 18 miles did me in. However, one lap would have been too short, so I am making little improvements.
I missed awards and cheering for lady Mad Dogs who took 1st, 2nd & 3rd in Sport. Way to go ladies!!! I was busy looking for Mandy who I eventually found in the pond—should have known.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Wolverine Ridge - Final Icup Race
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Jackson/Teton Icup Race #11
My race was great. I started out pulling ahead, but not going too fast as no one was by me until all of the sudden Theresa pulled up right by me. At that point I started to push it so I could get in ahead of her on the single track. However, I didn't need to worry as we got close Theresa let me know she was going to let me in first. This was kind of her, because I know she is strong at downhill and I needed to put some distance between us. Unfortunately this did not work too well. I would get some distance and then get stuck behind a rider or have a slip on a rock. (Note, when you clear everything in pre-ride this may not be a good sign for the race). Theresa came up on me on my slip and was great she got me calmed down and then I started to clear everything and put a little distance between us. However this did not last long as we hit the downhill and came up to the first set of switchbacks...ugh. I take switchbacks way too slow. Eventually there was a spot for Theresa and she passed. I wasn't too worried as I knew there was uphill that I could close the gap or pass. The first one we came to was a small technical climb. I downshifted to get in the best gear for the climb and dropped my chain. Besides dropping it also stuck. I grimaced as I watcher Theresa knowing I may have missed a good chance to catch and pass. I made the climb and continued on seeing her on the small uphill technical stuff, but never getting close enough. I had another chain drop on the course which of course was not at a good point. Then we came to the down hill. By this time Theresa was out of my sights and I was concentrating on the course. I went down fairly well came out of the single track and came to the part that I knew was good for me the long climb. I saw Theresa and thought all I need to do is stay on my bike. I did for 3/4 of the hill until my tire skid out and around forcing me off my bike. I would like to say I ran up the hill, but I didn't. I went fast and pushed past a few people, but not fast enough. I was walking and Theresa had crested and was heading downhill. I got to the top of the hill and headed down. I went fast hoping I might meet Theresa at the final sprint out. I actually went too fast and ended up wiping out on the final corner around to the finish, and once again dropping my chain. I started to fix it and then realized it was probably faster to run in, so I ran jumped on my bike and finished. I took 2nd and did really well. There were no asthma attacks and although my pressure is low I felt great. It was a fun race.
At the first of the race on the single track.Towards the end of the race.
Podium- Me, Theresa, Sally & Ruth
Monday, July 21, 2008
Icup #10 - Snowbird

Saturday, July 5, 2008
Solitude Race - Icup #9
My first drop onto the downhill singletrack started with skidding and almost wiping out due to loose dirt conditions. Most of the downhill was very loose and slippery, and of course there was the reminder of my 2.5 endos two days earlier. So, as I was going down I kept thinking smooth and easy. This allowed me to go a good speed without loosing control. I could see my competitors down the hill, so I felt pretty good. I had a bit of a struggle on the uphill single track, but not near as many as my pre-ride. I kept telling myself if I am struggling so are the others, and I was right. Sure enough I passed Lisa, and eventually saw Dot again. I kept plugging away carefully. I knew if I went too fast I might loose it and I wanted to be able to keep going strong. Near the end of the single track climb I started to push and continued to push up the pavement. I put a good distance on me and Lisa and was hopeful for second (by this time I had lost sight of Dot for good). I dropped carefully onto the dh singletrack this time with no skidding or losing control. I felt good and started to put on the speed. No sooner did I do this than on the next turn I skidded out and ended up in the dirt. I quickly got up and started to go and then saw my chain had dropped. I got off put my chain on and took off. Still no one in sight. This time I went slower to avoid any more wipeouts--probably too slow and cautious. I went down and was going well when all of the sudden I heard "pass" I told her no. She said it was too slow, and I told her I would wipe out if I stopped. We kept going and then the track had a minor split where there was an easy route and a loose, rock route. She took the rock route, I took the grass route and she passed me. This was very demoralizing. I kept going downhill and luckily did not have any more accidents. I took third and came in 20 seconds after Lisa. Dot took first and beat me by 6 minutes. She must have really burned it out, because I saw her on some of serenity. She had a very impressive ride.
At first I was only okay about taking 3rd, mostly because I got passed on the downhill, and I want so badly to do better on downhill. However once I got home I realized I did a dang good job. This was a tough, technical course on less than optimal conditions. I watched the pro, expert and sport racers all skid in the same places I did. Granted they handled their bikes better, but they had the same struggles I did and had to slow down as the rode downhill. This made me feel better. And then I also realized that Lisa has been racing sport. She came over to 35+ which is now for her only doing half a race, and I held against her really darn well. With that said I am way excited about my 3rd place.
On a side note, one thing that really helped me this race was taking a caffine pill. This was to see if I could avoid having an asthma attack, and for the most part it worked. I paced myself, however normally I would have had an attack on the climb and I did not. I did have a mild one near the end of the singletrack hill climb, but it was mild and quickly became controllable. I am excited about this, because there is nothing better than being able to get air into your lungs while riding.
Racing up the hill against Dot. She is pushing it out.Notice I have the brakes on. This is near the place where I had 1.5 endos.
Finishing the last part of the rock garden.
Concentrating on the downhill portion of the course.
I'm a blur on the downhill I'm going so fast.
I missed podium and so did Dot. We were up riding the hill. So Mandy sat in for me and Joey sat in for Dot.
Talking about the race and our results.
After race festivities, good food and friends.
More fun times waiting for awards.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Deer Valley I-Cup Race

Saturday, May 31, 2008
Icup #7 - Sundance
Once all the kids were there the race began. It was a short course, so they did 5 laps, which is not bad until you realize some of them forget what lap they are on and so they try to follow the leader in to the finish even though he may have lapped them 2 times. Luckily everyone got them back out racing without much time lost. Mandy had a great race. She took 6th overall and 2nd out of the girls. She rode down stairs which was awesome. When we first started riding she would not attempt anything, and now she is riding hills and going down stairs!!!
My race went great! Before I tell about the race I need to say I race against and ride with some of the greatest women ever. Dot (Mad Dog) gave me some great racing advice after our race was over. She didn't need to, but she did and it made me have a better understanding of some race strategy. How cool is that. And Jolene (UMB) instead of pushing by me on the bottom half of the downhill stayed with me and talked me out of my tense frustration I was having trying to get the downhill. If it wasn't for her I would have been more sketched riding down the hill. What 2 great women, and everyone in my category is that way. Which shows another reason why racing and the mtb community is so great.

My race started out just fine. I was out near the front with Dot, but not in a hurry I figured as long as she was close and I could see her all would be good. This was good, but I got a little worried as soon as we hit the single track. There was a beginning 13-15 UMB team member that was ahead of me. He was doing great, but was not going fast enough for me. I believe this was his first time racing in this division, so he didn't understand he needed to let me pass, and that it was okay. I was behind him, when all of the sudden he did an endo right off the trail and down the hill, by another rider in his division. I asked if he was okay, took my bike and picked it up over his and went on my way. (he was okay) Within just a moment I caught Dot, and we went neck and neck for quite a ways. I kept right behind her as we passed other riders. Amazing enough each rider let us both go by, I am glad for that, because it would have been harder to stay with her if a rider got between us. Eventually I found a spot to pass her and took my moment and passed. After that I didn't know where she was behind me, but I knew I needed to keep riding, when all of the sudden we came out to uphill double track and my heart sank. I completely forgot about this. Somewhere along this double track Dot passed me back and once again I had to hang on her tail. I did pretty good, but at one point we ended up having a rider in between us and I couldn't stay right with her, but I did see her and she was not far away. And then we hit the downhill and she was off and I tried to keep up. However downhill is not my strongest skill at this moment. I worked hard to stay with Dot when I came to this one section that has two little trees you have to go through. I kept thinking don't look at the trees, and as I went through my handle bar grabbed the tree and all of the sudden I was sailing through the air and my bike was flipping over. I hit the ground softly, jumped up, flipped my bike back up and took back off to catch Dot. (my first endo in a race and I was okay) After that I had aonther slight wipe out, and started to get frustrated, and then another wipe out that added to my frustration. My second wipe out Jolene caught up to me. She was awesome and talked to me amd calmed me down on the rest of the ride downhill. I get very frustrated that my downhill is not so great. She was great and the nice part later was she reminded me I haven't been mountain biking very long. I forget this and put a lot of expectation to be able to keep up with everyone else. At the bottom of the downhill you come out onto uphill pavement. Ouch....I got on the pavement and tore off riding to keep strong, and then I looked back and Jolene was not pushing the sprint, so I was able to back off some. Thank goodness, because it sure would have hurt if I had to keep going strong. Which also would have been fun. I ended up taking 2nd today. Good day for a race. Can't wait for the next one.





